#100DPS Day 100: 2016

It’s finally over.

Both the year of 2016 and my #100DPS project.

2016 has taught me so much, the joy and sorrow. I’m going to list the big thing that happened in 2016.

1. I got accepted in Barcelona for my master degree.

2. I have a breast tumor.

3. I published my first paper, yeay! 

4. I got an exceptional birthday present: an invitation card to spend a full day with one of my favorite person without distraction. Thank you, I will never forget this 🙂

5. I went to another country for the first time.

6. My grandmother died.

7. I can finally live under the same roof with my father again.

8. My friends got married. 3 of my friends got married! One of them even already have a baby, and one another is going to be a father soon!

Well done 2016, you have done so much. Thank you for all the lesson. I hope I’ll be a better version of myself in 2017.


Sayonara!

#100DPS Day 99: Paradoks, Pertanyaan dan Jawaban

For the first time, I really understand that love is not about answering the question. And it does not always have the answer.

Aku sering menerka-nerka, apa yang sebenarnya kau rasakan?

Apakah kita berada pada frekuensi yang sama?

Kau si pemalu, kurasa tidak pernah secara blak-blakan mengungkapkan berjuta rahasia dalam kepalamu.

Namun, lebih dari kata, aku mengerti.

Dari dekap hangatmu.

Senyummu.

Suaramu

Pandang matamu.

Genggam tanganmu.

Hari itu, kau perlakukan aku bagai seorang putri raja.

Menjagaku, membuatku bahagia.

Aku benar-benar bahagia.

Kau beri aku milikmu yang tak mungkin kau dapat lagi.

Betapa hidup adalah paradoks.

Bagaimana mungkin suatu hari bisa terasa sangat panjang, dan sangat pendek di saat yang sama?

Atau bisakah ia berhenti sejenak?

Aku ingin merasakan setiap detil saat itu.

Rasanya belum cukup. Belum cukup saat itu.
Kamu racun.

Kamu telah menyembuhkanku.

Terima kasih.


For the most memorable October 8th in my life.